My 14th Birthday Ditch

Yesterday was my last day of school for Spring Break and my birthday party was right after school. On Monday, I invited about 14 people in my class to come. Reason being for not inviting everyone else is because either I didn't want to or I was hated by them. I was making sure those I invited were going to come, but some made up an excuse saying,"I have practice, but I'll come at the end," or "I have to make sure with my parents." So on that day, this girl in my class started making plans with those poeple I invited, to the movies after I invited them first. I was so upset, thinking they wouldn't come even though some said they would. Anyway on Wednesday, at least 4 people said they could attend. I was feeling so worried that they wouldn't all day. I was feeling really uncomfortable since Friday (I'll talk about that in another blog.) After school, I had yearbook but I had to leave early to go set up for my party. My teacher was curious why I leaving so early so I told her I was having a party and she asked," Did you invite anyone in the class?" My response was," Yeah, I did but no one is coming because everyone I invited either has practice or is going to the movies that someone here invited to watch The Last Song." Then the girl that invited everyone to the movies said to me,"Well, you didn't invite me and would've come-" I interrupted her then saying,"Well, I don't invite anyone who's mad at me just because of something stupid I didn't even DO!!"(Again, I'll talk about this in another blog) I just left with that and headed to my party.

At my party, only one of my friends (a fifth grader) came to my party; not including my family. I was happy with that, but he left early. I was waiting for my other friends to show up, but by 7 o'clock no one else came and I had to leave. Today, I checked out my friend's blog, one who didn't really have an answer if she could come or not. On her blog, she posted her and her friends going to the movies. And in those pictures, I was in shock. The girls that said,"I have to take of my mom because she's sick," and "I can't make it." they were at the movies with the girl that hates me because she thinks I ruined her "$300" BOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





I....felt betrayed, ditched, alone and most importantely......ignored. I don't think I should ever forgive them, or even speak to them out of boredom. Do you any of you guys think I'm wrong? Do you think I should continue talking to them? Or should I just listen to same annoying advice my parents, teachers and so-called friends give me," They feed off your anger! Just be yourself and learn to be positive."Please leave a comment below and tell me your opinion.